Hebrews 13:5 " I will never Leave you nor Forsake you"_______* ♥

2009-08-04T00:47:00.002+08:00

Undeserved love, You poured upon.

You love not because of the things we do, but because You simply love us.

I stand in awe before You

Knowing that I've been set free in You, my chains are broken. I am freee!

2009-08-03T13:59:00.002+08:00

I just realised I'm leaving 8am not 8pm on the 6th Sep & will only be back on the 12 Sep 9.40pm for the study trip to Shanghai & Hangzhou for a week.

Exciting, my class mates have been planning what to do and all. I suppose its not a bad idea to take a break and travel to some foreign land to look at the way they study and learn things differently with the better equipments they have there!

I'm falling sick, oh man! Having a weird feeling down my throat and feeling weak, head spinning & slight cough here and there. Crap I can't fall sick now.

I need to be healthy all over again. In the name of Jesus, I am healed! (:

No more stomach aches, no more runs... please... ?

Meeting love later on, for some crash course on flash & dinner :D

Might do a little shopping too, see how first.

School is equally boring with a mono tone facilitator today but its okay. It's ending in less than 2 hours time.

2009-08-03T01:19:00.002+08:00

Combine service was awesome!

Choir was awesome. Loving everyone in Choir man! 100! I am excited for what is coming in the near future for Choir. :DD

Tiong Li came & I'm glad he enjoyed himself throughout the day before.

& it was awesome meeting up with him after 3 long years, and i just realised i knew him since sec2 which made it 5 years since.

(: Gotta catch up with him real soon again.

Hanged out after CG earlier on at suntec with Shuwah, AiLin & Xue'er.

Joined Nicholas Cg at the esplanade for awhile and had dinner with shuwah, ailin & xue'er.

Was kinda weird to be not in church on a sunday afternoon, it felt as though it was monday already!

I am selected for the trip to shanghai & hangzhou for a week! Part of me wanna go, but part of me is still wondering if i should go, but i gave my confirmation already. So i think i would better not think too much about it. :D HAHA.

& counting down BB(:

2009-07-31T14:50:00.002+08:00

Black & Black & White Pandas!

2009-07-31T00:21:00.001+08:00

Physically tired but Spiritually Alive.

Another round to go through; another round of not sleeping tonight.

I am so gonna get over this FYP asap.

By next week, I can safely say it is finished part 1. HAHA. :P

God's there and He is all that I can depend on! (:

2009-07-27T14:28:00.002+08:00

Street Hong Kong Cafe with Stella & Shuwah <3

Met up with Stella before service yesterday, dine in at Raffles Places before traveling down to church.! (:

Service was indeed powerful, 2nd time hearing it, but it was still as fresh as the first time I heard Pastor Lia preached on Saturday. I love the sessions when Pst Lia preaches!

Choir Practice later with new combination for combine service this Saturday. I am excited.

More than just being excited because Choir is singing on Combine service together with Pastor Lia which was indeed a privilege to be able to, but I'm more excited because I am meeting Tiong Li on Saturday too! YAY :D

This week is a packed yet fulfilling week!(:

2009-07-26T23:06:00.003+08:00

I stand in awe of the unseen & seen that You;ve placed in my life.

I stand

Standing on every convictions I have in my life.

I will not lose heart <3

I will not lose purity

I will not lose focus.

In all that I do

I know that it is for one reason, no more and no less but for the cause of Christ I live my life.

You turn my life around. You picked me up when I'm at my darkness. You showed me what it is to live in the light. You showed what true LOVE meant. You gave a new life to live and a purpose to live for.

You are the reason!

2009-07-22T11:57:00.002+08:00

Didn't liked the feeling of sending people off at the airport especially someone close to your heart and knowing that he/she might not be coming up till years later or might not even come back. ):

Almost missed out sending feng off, KO at 4am and to my horror, I woke up at 6am. Rushed like mad. Took the cab down with jer & jo.

I think the part I didnt like the most was the saying bye part. My emotions began to stirr even more, overwhemling I suppose. I wasn't feeling alright at all. The next thing, i knew tears was falling drop bit by bit.

When will it be the next time that I can see her again?

I missed all the little things we used to share, all the little things and our "twinie" (:

Nothing but more and much more misses.

Take care and I'll miss you so. (:

On a side note, tonning through the night was madness.

I'm feeling the side effects of it now. Tired but awake, but a weird feeling to feel this way. HAHA

Oh well!

Thoughts oh thoughts.

2009-07-22T00:53:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Lucinda! (:

P.S: (:

Another sleepless night but God is here with me. (:

Compiling webpage now. JIA YOU suLing!!!

2009-07-20T11:00:00.002+08:00

A.E weekend has been awesome!

Psts sermon never fails to encourage and inspired me just like the first time it did in 2006 when i heard Pst preach on the CD.

It's truly amazing how God brought me through from there all the way to knowing him in 19 Aug 2007 till now and counting on. Many things happen along the way. Oppurnities to rise up and grow and to serve him in the various areas of my strength & growing the talents that he has place in me bit by bit. I stand in awe of all the things that God has done in my life and is going to do in my life. (:

Celebrated Roy's birthday(:

Doing something random is kinda exciting and fun man. On a last min thought, Jon and I decided to make a card for Yong and pass it to him while we're doing Charleston's card too. (:

Spend some time after that hanging around with people, worshipping and praising God.

I love my life. (:

F.H.L

2009-07-14T12:59:00.002+08:00

Nothing beats seeing someone getting on fire for God. (:

& it literally just put a smile on my face because this is something truly that cannot be bought from.

This week is the busier week i have among with the usual of project meetings and adminstration things to settle, design for web design, test to study, thoughts on BLACKBERRY. HAHA (:

Meeting the lovely people from gift production, combine choir on thursday.

But nothing will be too busy to meet the people and to meet their needs. Going back to the foundation of loving others and being there with them, talking to them, going out with them. Building lives one by one with my leaders. Seeing lives change one by one through the power of God. I'm already in awe while typing all this down but I gotta live it with actions. (:

Doing more of the invisible, it is so much loved.

Leader's meeting later; defintely going down for it! :D Pushing away all that I had for today. I believed it is going to be powerful and amazing. A heart that anticipates. A heart that desires to grow.(:

I'm in awe of the things that is happening around me & the things that God is working in my life.

(: The future is amazing!

I am encouraged in the spirit. Bringing a song of worship and praise to You alone. :D

A smile that describe every single thing I am feeling within now.

& i guessed my blogging spirit is back. HAHA.

2009-07-13T00:12:00.003+08:00

Ultimate love! Blackberry Bold has been on my mind for the whole week. Madness!

I can't wait till my plans ends and I can't wait till I change my phone plans too. Prolly, I wished my mum would get it for me when she changed her plan too. HAHA :D

I really wished I could throw away my LG viewty, super lag ):

WOW WOW WOW! Today's service was awesomely awesome.

Dr A.R Bernard message simply just blown my mind off and me away.

Visible & Invisible dimension of SUCCESS!

True success is made up of 10% visible & 90 % of invisible hardwork, sufferings, laboring, pain, persistance,working...

Success regardless in anything do not just come from overnight but it is defintely countless night of ploughing and ploughing in the field of the invisible.

Matthew 17: 14-21

¹⁴ And when they had come to the multitude, a man came to Him, kneeling down to Him and saying, ¹⁵ “Lord, have mercy on my son, for he is an epileptic and suffers severely; for he often falls into the fire and often into the water. ¹⁶ So I brought him to Your disciples, but they could not cure him.”
¹⁷ Then Jesus answered and said, “O faithless and perverse generation, how long shall I be with you? How long shall I bear with you? Bring him here to Me.” ¹⁸ And Jesus rebuked the demon, and it came out of him; and the child was cured from that very hour.
¹⁹ Then the disciples came to Jesus privately and said, “Why could we not cast it out?”
²⁰ So Jesus said to them, “Because of your unbelief; for assuredly, I say to you, if you have faith as a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you. ²¹However, this kind does not go out except by prayer and fasting.”

If you want to see the visible result, you ought to make a sacrifice of fasting and prayer and willing to put in whatever it takes to see the hardwork coming to pass.

If you're willing to pay the price, and labour in whatever it takes to the invisible an the things that is unseen and bring it with preparation and hardwork, it will be than that we will be able to see the seen results in the visible dimension. For without all the sowing and ploughing and hardwork, it is not very much possible to see the things on the visible.

It's like you'll never get anything out of nothing.

You got to put in something in order to get something out of it. Things do not just come back swiftly by your way but its from time after time and hardwork after hardwork.

People might not see what you put in the background and all that you were striving hard on the back but God sees every single detail and faithfullness that you put into it & that is I certainly like about God!

C5 & C50 has made a breakthrough this weekend.! New friends. Integrations coming back!

WOOHOOO!

I love the sight of seeing people getting on fire for God, it simply just reminds of how God touches my life and transform me, from nothing to where I am right now.

God has indeed moved in a powerful way in my life through this coming of 2 years and I'm so excited. I've decided to blog about my testimony soon! Maybe on my 2nd year in journey with God.

Oh & I certainly looked forward to next week. It's a week that once changed my life. A.E weekend(:

Finally spend some time, talking to Christopher just now. It has been great connecting with my leaders. (:

I felt so encouraged by Christopher and the card that WeiJie passed me.

I think that's the power of cards and prolly, it is something that meant much to me too because I love looking back into the little cards and notes or even letters and reading it again and again keeps me going and allows me to see how far I am come across. (:

I still look through them and felt really encouraged everytime i read them. HAHA

This 2 years has been a great but I know the future of HOGC is gonna be amazing and I'm certainly going to be part of it.

Running along with my Pastors and Leaders just being as a support through (:

I love HOGC, I love my Pastors, Leaders and friends in church. (:

They're certainly played a big part of my life.

soso in loved with you O'Lord(:

Life's great and amazing, loving every bit of it :D

2009-07-12T00:35:00.003+08:00

A.R Bernard's Service on Friday was indeed mind blowing.

I can't wait till later for more and more of his teachings. His teachings are simply phenomena!

Hypostatic Anthropological Union

Pst How's sermon on saturday was indeed the meat between the sandwhich.

I've always loved the sermons that Pst preaches, it never fails to inspire me in any other way. Just like the first time, I heard him preached on the A.E CD.(:

I will never be able to forget of an impact that Pst has placed into my life at the point of time though I was not in church yet.

No limitations, dreams do come to pass in Christ. You just got to believed and have Faith for it to happened.

God can take your individual dream and make it come to pass.

Ephessians 3:20

"Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us".

From this verse we can see that God can do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ASK. THINK.

Hence, we needa DREAM BIGGER, IMAGINE BIGGER AND THINK BIGGER.

Do not be limited by your thinking and imagination. While we are limited in many ways but God is not limitied, He is unlimited.

Don't let small thinkings limit in the things that you dreamed of, think of and imagine of.

Grow out o your self esteem.

As a man think in his/her heart, so is he.

Allow your self esteem to unleashed your potential and not the circumtances that is happening around you.

Self esteem has defintely the power and the ability to allow you to think Bigger, hence it is why you must breaked out of your small thinking and thoughts. All things are made possible with God, believe and dream bigger. (:

Don;t allow your background to limit you too. It's not about where you start from but where you will end up too.

Start dreaming. Starting thinking Bigger and believing it. (:

I can't wait for more during service tomorrow. I'm defintely hungry for more but more than just being hungry for the word of God. I am certainly hungry for His presence too (:

Im totally in love(:

2009-07-04T00:37:00.002+08:00

Watched the Passion of the Christ for the second time on Wednesday together with C8,80,9 (:

Was tearing throughout the whole show, seeing how Jesus went through all the pain to die for us for our sins.

During the moment before crucifiction, many doubt if he was the true Messiah & during that moment somethings struck my mind.

Had a powerful one hour of worship session after that.

Everyone in the room was worshipping like never before. The strong presence of God just keep filling the room. Fresh Touch from Heaven. Spirit refreshed. (:

I would wished to linger in the presence of God forever! (:

2009-06-22T13:30:00.003+08:00

Finally had the time to really update my blog now. (:

Have been thinking alot this few weeks, that has been happening this week, out of which I was build stronger in the Lord, stronger than before, more connected. God dependence!

I stand in awe in the things God has for me and has installed for me in my life.

None of which is seen but a heart of anticipating it and knowing that it will come to pass!

God's promises are true & God is faithful!

B&C zone stayover was indeed a success!

MTV event was cool, deco was awesome with the help of many! (: Food cross was fun I heard as i was in school that day & out of all the events that was awesome.

The service with Pst Troy & Charleston was amazing. A sense of breakthrough in the atmosphere, a breakthrough in the spirit & it sets me thinking alot in various areas of my life.

One of the question I asked myself:

What is my dream and visions?

I think it has never changed from the past, my primary dream is still to rise up as a backup vocalist and leading worship in connect groups pulling down the presence of God. The secondary dreams & visions is to do great designs & cards that will make a difference and impact lives, carrying the presence of God. Being part to support the Pastoral team together with my leaders & Pastors, being a pillar in church to support them. (:

& to grow and breakthrough all the ministries im serving in: Choir, Publications, Gift Production, Cafe. Breaking through in the designs that I do, not of my thoughts but the thoughts of the above, not of my own inspirations but revelations from above. (:

Humbly I come before You.

Break me. Mould me. Make me to be more and more like You

To love. To learn and To lead.......

Jesus increased. I decreased.

Love is the biggest element. Abiding in Faith,Hope & Love

1 Corinthians 13

¹ Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbal. ² And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. ³ And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned,^{a]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[a]} but have not love, it profits me nothing.
⁴ Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; ⁵ does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; ⁶ does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; ⁷ bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
⁸ Love never fails. But whether there are prophecies, they will fail; whether there are tongues, they will cease; whether there is knowledge, it will vanish away. ⁹ For we know in part and we prophesy in part. ¹⁰ But when that which is perfect has come, then that which is in part will be done away.
¹¹ When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child; but when I became a man, I put away childish things. ¹² For now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part, but then I shall know just as I also am known.
¹³ And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.

To Love. WWJD?

I live my life for one cause: To build God's kingdom.

Though my commitments might increased for school projects but my commitments towards the ministries that I'm in and in God's house will never decreased but instead increase! (:

One thing, I ask that I may dwell in Your house forever.

to build this Kingdom with You God.

My heart desires & long for You, to serve, to praise and to worship You!

instant remedy(:

2009-06-19T15:04:00.000+08:00

What is your dream and vision?

2009-06-15T08:56:00.002+08:00

Friends around you in church are really the people that meant a lot to me.

I thank God that I have people like them that will always be there for you and no matter what happens to your life, they will still be there to guide you through and all.

Charleston preached a great and awesome word yesterday.

What is Heart of God Church to you?

Truly, what means to you is your own perspective but then again, it is important because it is not about what others would say but its about you?. Sometimes, you just got to make your own stand, own convictions.

Troy Marshal preached on Saturday service and it was powerful too. Unlocking the mysteries of things that God has placed in us.(:

Today Troy Marshal will be preaching again in the revival night, i believe and I know God is going to do a great work in many hearts today. A heart of expectancy for service later on.

From now to 5pm, I will try my best to stay awake, do my work and study for UT later..(:

It is going to happen and yes though my body is rather weak now, but God will strengthen me and God will bring me through.

Break or Make me. But i chose God to Make and to mould my life through all of that I was going through now...

it was loved!(:

2009-06-14T23:41:00.002+08:00

God you're all that I depend on too right now.

Bring me closer and a step nearer to you (:

2009-06-08T01:21:00.002+08:00

Fight the faith!

Pastor's sermon never fails to refresh my spirit. (:

Refreshed and all ready to conquer the ground again.

i love my God. Pastors. & leaders

and of cus not forgetting my lovely friends around me. (:

Faith pleases God. (:

2 Timothy 1:7 " For God did not give us a spirit of fear but of power, and of love and of soundmind.

I might have felt disappointed but I know God can turn things around.

I know God still loves you because You're always his beloved child whom he is well pleased with & he truly loves and cares for you no matter what comes by your life. God is with you, for His word has said that He will never leave you nor forsaken you.

I loved this relationship I have with my God(:

Growing stronger and breakthrough.

God has been faithful and loved all throughout this walk with Him

I live a life with expentency and knowing that my future is amazing in God's hands.

I wonder what God has installed for me?

& i'm excited to know :D

God is loved and I love God deeply!

2009-06-02T14:19:00.007+08:00

What is your purpose in life?

Is it just by drowning our lives with work and work, having a packed schedule almost every other day. We could drown ourselves with all the fun, work, laughters but where would all this leads us too?

Others would thought that their purpose in life is to do well in school, in workforce and at the right age, find the right partner, married, have kids, get old, sickness and death.

Is life all about this or is there a greater purpose to live for ?

Winston Churchill once said this: The 2 greatest day of a person life is to know when you're born and finds out why are you born?

There are many people living in this world with no purpose or even living for the wrong purpose still feeling a great emptiness and a hunger for acceptence in all that they're doing.

They might be the people who does just as well in school

They might even get straight A's

Having a great job?

Having fun through all that they're doing

Or even getting every single gadget that they dreamed off but what truly are they looking for?

In the hearts of the people was to find true happiness and happiness could never be define with money. Money could buy us every gadgets we ever wanted, for instance a Mac book? Ipod? Iphone? but one thing that Money could never buy is the purpose in life.

Every single thing in this place is design for a purpose so what more for us?

The emptiness that I was felt in my heart was fullfilled with the Love of God and more than just the emptiness that was filled but I've found a great purpose to live for and not just living a monotonous life.

-To live is Christ, to Die is gain-

so what's yours?

2009-05-18T12:01:00.002+08:00

RED RAIN IS COMING THIS WEEKEND!

23-24 May 2009

Saturday : 5pm to 7pm

Sunday: 3pm to 5pm

Service was awesome yesterday! Though it was the same sermon as on Saturday but flow of the service was very much different.
Flowing with the Holy Spirit (: It was awesome!
Refreshed & touched by God all over again; all ready to conquer the ground again, (:

a heart of compassion
a heart of others.

Let my lifesong sing to You
I want to sign Your name till the end of this day
Knowing that my heart was true.

Celebrated Christopher's birthday! & He knew about it again. ): I was glad that he enjoyed all that was planned out for his birthday. It was a fun experience for all. (: & I love his birthday card! Juzzle puzzle :D HAHHA.
Trained home & wanted to do work when i reached home but I KO instead; was too tired to do anything and woke up realising I still got FYP things to do finish, GP things to settle.
):
& there's 2 UTs this week! Mugging time. No time to slack or to play anymore. I need to know my facts well and study hard!

on a lighter note, after next week. I will be having my 2 weeks break and during this time. I can do alot more and spend more time with God too :D
Looking forward to it :D

I love this life that I am living in
a life full of expectancy.
Eyes have not seen; ears have not heard what God has installed for you!
(:

2009-05-12T21:38:00.002+08:00

"A vision is a picture of the future.

People without a vision have no future.

People without a vision will always return to the past.

Without vision the people perish.

A man with a vision has a future. "

How true it is. Having a vision is something that will keep you running through this race with God.
It is something to keep you going, to encourage you, to push you on whenever you need someone to be by your side and say " Jia you! You can make it till the end of the race".

It is so important to have visions and to have goals of which where we wanna be at.
We can't possibly stay stagnant for the rest of our race with God or even in our own life.
There's always something in which we can moved on and run towards too.

I'm glad I had friends around me. Great friends that will pull each other up when we're down and more than that just being there during our good times but bad times of our lifes too. Sharing every joy and sadness moment together. Going through thick & thin together.

&

most importantly I'm glad I found someone who saved my life
someone whom promise in His words that He will never leave me nor forsake me.
someone who's love is greater than anything esle in this world.
someone who's love and concern and care over our life.
someone who simply loved us just because of who we are and not what we are.
someone who truly believes in us in every single thing and pulls us up whenever we're down.

and the person is Jesus! :D

I love reflecting such moments. Thinking about what God has done for me in my life and remembering God's faithfullness in my life throughout this years.
He is faithful always and forever He will. (:

HAHA! Time to think about my learning curve and send it to Yong soon :D
Lord I simply loved your presence!
every single time,it never fails to touch me deep down. (:
you're deeply deeply loved always.

2009-05-11T00:35:00.002+08:00

MOTHER'S DAY SERVICE WAS A BLAST!
Though my mum was not being able to come today but I believed that seeds were sown into many hearts of the people this MOTHER'S DAY SERVICE!

CHOIR sang for both days! OH HAPPY DAY!
It was great! Just hanging out with them, working on our right keys and tone and notes.
It was simply awesome.
Word's just can't describe the love and passion that I have within CHOIR.
Here are a few photos that we took yesterday! HAHAHA :D

Monkey face #1

Busy-ing plann-ing sitt-ing plans #2

Candid shots #3.

the girls #4.

the guys plus ME & Jiexin #5.

After service today! I literally spend the rest of the time with Love & Jonthan because my CG didn't had anyone for service and most of them left after service to spend time with their family.

Had Lasagna & Milk Tea for Dinner + Settled some gift production adminstration and on the way I think I kinda got sugar rush and I was super high after that. HAHA :D

Went to find Yong! After which Jonathan & I spend the rest of the time in the admin office doing our things. It was great just sitting there and doing our things. Observing how people work in the office and the feeling was great just being able to linger around them!

If there were chances again, I would defintely want to hang out more in the admin office!

Bused and train-ed home after that!

Should be sleeping soon! It's time to draft out my learning curve & homework for school & card for someone! HAHAHA.

Today is loved! and I loved today!

you're deeply deeply loved!

2009-05-09T23:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

Today's sermon was indeed a mini skirt sermon!
Pastor How preached a short and sweet sermon today!
I loved the testimonies that was being shared today especially the last one!
It impacted my life a whole new lot and during the testimony' I felt God speaking into my heart about my brother.
Something inside of me break for my brother!
It is time to do something that I have never done before and to love my brother even more.
Somehow though my brother and I are siblings but we have never been that close as we would be due to circumstances.

Something is going to change! :D

I was reading the book in the old testament "Hosea" a few days back!
I was totally blown off by it. After the service with Pst Steve and after reading the book again, it brings on many revelations and the greatest one of all is God's unconditional LOVE!

I was blown of by God's Love! AMAZING

I was on my way home just now and I heard this on my ipod!

Lead me each day Lord closer to You
I give all I am to You
Hold me each day Lord close to Your heart
I lay down my plans to follow You
I wanna take up my cross
I wanna lay down my dreams to follow after You

Have Your way in my life
Holy Spirit have Your way
Do what You need to
Day by day walk with You
Father let Your will be done, in my heart

You said my steps would be ordered if I walk in Your way
Lead me, Lead me
So lead me on the path to righteous
Come and have Your way in my life.

:D

What could i say but just 3words to the one from Above
I LOVE YOU LORD! & I LOVE MY MUM TOOO :D
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

2009-05-04T10:41:00.003+08:00

Your love is simply indescribable
I just wanna linger in Your presence forever and ever.

in the deepest cry of my heart; I want to be with You forever.
Holding on to You and knowing nothing is greater than You
for You hold the heavens and earth.
for Your love is greater and bigger than anything else in this place.

You are my deepest Joy!
and my deepest Love.

Nothing could change the fact that I'm all in love with You again Lord.
You're mighty. You're Love. You're awesome!

iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou!
all the days of my life!
not an emotion to love You but a decision deep from my heart to love You forever and ever.
and be in your presence. On fire for One cause!
No longer I who lives but Christ who lives in me!

bring me to a deeper level with you.
a deeper revelation!!!
a deeper and closer relationship with you.
ignite me. anoint me. fill me with Your presence all over again.

2009-05-03T23:18:00.003+08:00

Service over the weekend was simply awesome-ly mindblowing and place shaking!

The anointing & presence of God was deeply felt during the both service.

The power of God the Love of God was deeply felt.

Commitment to You always!

Never once will i thought of leaving Your presence.

You meant much to my life.

I will praise you Lord

All the Heavens will sing ; glorifying Your name

I will praise you Lord

Forever!

a song that was in my mind this morning! & for the whole day.

it shall be the cry of my heart and the song of my season for now.(:

You're faithful always.

my soul cries out for more of you! eveyday of my life.

Love is a decision!

you're deeply deeply loved!

2009-04-29T23:00:00.002+08:00

A busy yet very fruitful day!
I felt that today is the day in which i really learnt alot in school about Vacuum and Plasma (:
It was sooo sooo interesting. I think I am really liking what I learnt now(:
Though it might be tedious in learning but its fun (:

Was in school since 9am to about 5.30pm;
Had dinner with my FYP team mates and went on to CWP for a movie after a long day of information and studies.
Watched 17 again. Nicenice :D

OH singapore flyer having this promotion! 10 dollars for student! I am so gonna take it one day next week or the week after :D
This is sooo sooo exciting.

Time to chiong one more card and time to sleep!
I am super tired.

Choir tomorrow! School tomorrow!
Friday is gonna be a busy morning and afternoon! but i believe it is going to be great! :D
24 prayer slot at 7am to 9am
PUBLICATIONS BMT(B) at 9am to 11am
Cafe duty at 11am to 2pm.

Outtingg after that. (:
Life is great with church with God and with my lovely friends(:

you're deeply loved!!

2009-04-28T13:14:00.002+08:00

Love hang-ing out with Love yesterday.
Met her at Redhill after my school and bused down to Orchard!

Had Soup Spoon for dinner! It was awesomely delicious!
I'm so much addicted to it already. Tangy Tomato Basil :D
Went on to Muji and got some snacks & i saw something interesting there that gave me an idea to do cards! HAHAHA. Was real cool!
Went on to Kinokuniya & there Love and I saw this pretty exhibation gallery on people's art pieces. I was sooo sooo drawn into it we decided to get a notebook each to do something like that.Pen-ing down our ideas and thoughts everywhere we go!
Pull & Bear was next and i saw a pretty top which i bought it in the end! :D

And lastly before going back home; love wanted some ice cream. I tried Sea Salt & Carmel ice cream for the first time. It taste real good! But i love green tea and red bean too(:
HHAHAHAHA.

It's really awesome to have best friends & friends to whom you are being able to share your thoughts with. In regardless of happy moments or not; we will still be able to share our thoughts we each other!
Life is indeed great with friends around you who simply love you and cared for you for who you are and not what benefits you could bring to the person.
I really cherished every friendship that comes by(:

you're deeply loved!

2009-04-26T23:57:00.003+08:00

Awesome weekend with funny things happening :D HAHAHA.
I truly love my church and my ministries and my CEG and of course not forgetting my BFF(s) :D.

Incident 1.
Leon called me on Wednesday night and asked me to help him do card for his cg for this integration/regular birthday and i happily agreed not knowing the real plan behind it!

Passed him the card on Saturday before service and after service, I got back the exact card! Later did i find out that Cafe was celebrating birthdays for the April's babies and actually Leon was supposed to do my card HAHA but in the end i did for myself.

Was quite a funny and weird experience doing your own birthday card!
I love it though! :D
I think I had the most funniest and happening birthday is year.

1stly was CEG idea of newspaper & tissue and Carrot Juice; now Cafe asked me to do my own card! HAHAHAH :P

Choir celebrated all the Apirl Babies on Sunday after service!
I love my card :D This time round i did not do my own card but Jonathan did it. HAHA
It will be real weird if i were to do for myself again -.- HAHAH.

I love Choir alot alot alot(:
The people in Choir; the awesome and fun time we had together. The performances, rehearsal, BMT(B)S and crazy times.
They are really cool people :D

CHOIR ROCKS !!!!!!!
(:

And lastly after 1 week of doing the modelling for the military airplane runaway. It's done :D
I love it alot.
Guo wei, Stella, Jon, Ryan, Roderick & Chinwee are really cool people. :D

Presented to Pastor Lia after her birthday celebration! Today's Pastor Lia's birthday celebration was really awesome & funny! Cannot stopped laughing but its really touching too at the end part (:

Pastor How has finished preaching the series of 7 things I hate about Christainality.
It is really coool :D
Love that series man!
Can't wait for next week service. It is gonna be awesome too.(:

School tomorrow! It shall be an awesome day too.

(:

you're deeply love! (:

2009-04-23T15:05:00.002+08:00

in You i see a different light;
a light that shone through my path during the darkness.
a warmth that was brought to my heart through coldness.
You're my Great Big Daddy God and I know I will be Your child forever.(:
Forever and ever; I'll bring praise to You(:

I love You more then any word can describe.
(:

School is tiring and stressing;
especially with a weird faci who interprets things wrongly and turn things 180 degrees around. sigh -.-
I'm looking forward to my lovelovelove Choir later.
It is the only highlight that I am looking forward to it only! (:
I love Choir and everyone in Choir.

to You i sing praises always.

2009-04-22T23:05:00.002+08:00

Strench-ing strench-ing! strench-ing!

Fyp-ing like siao today! Came school at 9am to 9pm.
Cab home because my bag was freaking heavy. Decided to borrow 4 books to read up more on my FYP and Module related things.
I am super tired today.

Pimples break-ing out like mad! Oh my gosh!
): I am very sad about it actually.

School at 10am tomorrow; Choir after school but i will late by half and hour ;
Doing something after Choir which will end around 10? or later? (:
I decide to sleep earlier today! Must replenished energy physically and spiritually from God later.

Fill me from your presence Lord! (:
in You; I see a different light!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-20T11:10:00.001+08:00

one two three four five...

2009-04-20T00:20:00.002+08:00

Holding on and knowing that God is still there no matter what!
Seeking physical rest and spiritual rest from God;
Knowing that the strength of the Lord is my strength!
Nothing could be greater than God who holds the earth on His mighty hands.

I'm glad that God is always there for us. A refuge and a comforter. No matter what happens in your life, nothing could be greater than God. Though sometimes, we go through problems but out of all the problems, we'll grow out of it and be strong after which. (:

I will smile and rejoice with the Lord always.
Holding on to Him tightly and knowing that He cares and He loves.

teach me in Your ways; bring me closer to You always. This is the desire of my heart to be with you. Close with you always!
no other could i really trust but You alone. You're the God or yesterday, today, tomorrow and forever.
I will praise Your name always.

2009-04-17T16:06:00.002+08:00

Wednesday
Met up with Kaichin and we roam around Singapore.
Walkd alot that day; my gosh!
We alighted at DG for lunch, walked to Suntec and then to Clarke Quay and to China town!
After which we trained down to Habourfront for more shopping and I bought 2 nice Tees from F21(:
Walked around and Home Sweet Home.
I had very tired legs after that but it was cool walking around with her, had so much fun!

Thursday:
Met up with Clara for more shopping! Bought Jeans this time.(:
Walked from Orchard to Somerset to DG to Cityhall and lastly to Bugis! AHAHA
Tried soup spoon as i was hungry and thristy! It was super nice nice! Shall go back for more soups next time, if I don't know where or what to have for for lunch/dinner/breaktime.

Met Stella in the evening to find some art stuff and models (:
Shopped after that and I bought a bag that i liked alot! HAHAHA :D
I'm a happy girl with my shopping sphree this 2 days.
I'm eyeing on a belt that i saw too, very nice! Shall get it real soon i guessed but that can wait :D

Friday:

I'm waiting for my BMT (B) Publications with Yong to start.
Another 45mins to go? somewhere there.
Bm in the evening and chionging card when i reached home.
It shall all be good man!
I can't wait for tomorrow, service is going to be awesome! and my friend is tagging along.
I'm happy (:

I shall go read up more on my front end processor and wafer fabrication! In preparation for my school on monday! 10am start school.
This is good. HAHA :P

I'm excited and determine to do well for the last 2 sems.
& i shall bid goodbye to engineering when i goes on to UNI :D
it shall be good.
New friends. New Faci, New classroom.

2009-04-14T23:18:00.002+08:00

I was in church with Lucinda this afternoon!
Great time spending time with her for that few hours, did some work which i think i can furthered improved on! (:
I realised once I am doing work, i will get so into it until sometimes i don't realise what is happening around me, it kinda sound scary right! HAHA (:
I guessed that is just me.

Rushed down from church after which to meet up with Jeremy, Zhizhong, Alvin & Janice to Aston for dinner! I was super full man!
and i just became a kid when i saw the splash pool at SSC(:
Running around like what a kid would do.

Walked back and bought my favourite bubble tea!
and HOME SWEET HOME.
Mum is back already and i miss her presence for the past few days. Thank God, nothing happened to her, i heard that something happen at the hotel she was staying over at taiwan yesterday. (:

Psalm 23
1 The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
2 He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters.
3 He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness For His name’s sake.
4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You anoint my head with oil; My cup runs over.
6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me All the days of my life; And I will dwell in the house of the LORD Forever.

I will stay fresh in God always and through times when i felt weak and weary, I look upon to Him and know that nothing could be greater than my God, for He is greater than anything in this world!
He is faithful and His faithfullness never fails.
I love YOU deeply forever, i will (:
you're the reason to my everything.

2009-04-14T01:22:00.003+08:00

Had FYP meeting with our advisior this morning, was awesome!

I think it is very much of an God engineered project, as I do not have to touch on any circuit board which i am super bad at but it will be more of a webpage thingy which is very much linked one of my ministry and more than that I could ask help here and there from LULU when I'm stucked with website.
COOL !
Meeting Lucinda tomorrow! :D Shall read up the link she passed me earlier on. I think it is gonna be good.

I have made up my mind to work triple hard, no matter how much more time it would take this time, I will bucked up and do well! I want to get into a local UNI! and it is possible.
It is not very far. I just got to believe and see it coming to pass!

School starting next week!
I gotta bucked up and start working! (:

Went out with my team mates after meeting!
Had Aijisen for lunched! Movie at The Cathay ( Confession of a Shopaholic!)
Walked around. Trained to Tam One! Window Shop! Bused back home! Conference!

Tomorrow shall be a better day!
Mum's back tomorrow. I MISS HER! ):

Photos of yesterday! :D

I will find my rest in God! (:
In the quietest moment, I looked upon You!

I adore You O MIGHTY LORD!

2009-04-13T02:35:00.003+08:00

EASTER'09 had been AWESOME!
Many lives were changed that day! Some were re-committed, Some found the purpose that they have been looking for always. Some were convicted!
It was just so- cool & awesome!

Friday service was packed! Super packed! About a 1'300 came :D
Kenneth came(:
Genevieve Xiaohong was water baptized on Friday after service!
T3 Dinner with CEG 5,50& 9, Candy Empire! Bus Home!

Saturday!
Send Nicholas to Pasir Ris, he went for ARMY already. Time really files.
THANKS! for the birthday celebration. It was really special and unique and FUNNY! I could never forget the 3 tissue paper & carrot juice! HAHAHAHAHAH.

Service was awesome!
Hanged out after service in Church. Finally got to see LULU after 2 days. HAHAH :D Hanging out with her this coming friday! Have yet to decide where to go. HAHA :D
Bused home after which at 10 plus.

Sunday!
Spend my whole morning and afternoon at home.
Met up with AiLin and the rest at BUGIS, had dinner @ QQ. TAUHUI @ Douby Ghuat!
Cam-Whored @ THE CATHAY!
Trained back to Yishun, HK Cafe SUPPER SUPPER SUPPER with WeiJie, Swee, Carol, Gen & Weimin! :D
Cab home @ 1plus am. The cab uncle was fierce! He drove at the speed of 100km/h. GOSH!
Reach home safely at 2am. (:

Monday!
PROJECT MEETING! (:

Looking forward to tomorrow meeting, in which i do not know what to expect from it too. Hanging out with my FYP team mates tomorrow too. It's gonna be awesome! (:
I love my life and i love my God! Gonna spend some time with Him, quality time before i turned in. All of a sudden, I miss His presence a whole lot. (: needed a refresh revelation & touch from heaven! (:

it's gonna be good.
school starting in one week! last week of playing. AHAHAHAHHA

PHOTOS:
EASTER EGG BROKEN!

KEN!

AILIN!

NICH before his army! :D

Shuwah! * She's in Thailand now* ):

you're deeply loved!

2009-04-10T12:46:00.001+08:00

(:

Service for Easter is gonna be awesome later!
Looking forward to it. :D

Meeting my friend soon in 1/2hrs time :D
weeeee~

loved!

2009-04-07T23:59:00.001+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday (last teen year )
LOL.

Song Hui called me on the 6th and thought it was my birthday!
HAHA. Thanks for being so sweet. & He called the next day right on dot to wish my Happy Birthday again. I'm looking forward to receive my gift from Japan :D HOHOHOHO
your birthday card is stil safe and sound with me. I'll passed you when i see you in school.

Met Derrick, Shirley, JiaYan, Jingsheng & Terence.
Had BBQ and they celebrated my birthday! Thanks Love! You guys are the sweetest people on earth. I greatly appreciated all that was being done. Thanks & thanks again.
Thanks for making this birthday a special and sweet one.

My aunt came and passed me an ANG BAO & Present. (:
BIG TUB of ICE CREAM! HAAHHAHA. So cute, actually it is used to put tissue de! HAHAHA.
but i love it too. It's sweet.
and she told me HAPPY NEW YEAR. LOL.
3more days to your birthday!

Met Yvonne in the morning for Starbucks breakfast.
Got a TamaGotchi, notebook & PANDA passport holder! (: Thanks Love.
Chit Chatted and walked back to Sembawang Mrt station before I departed from them.
Met my CEG! ( Christopher, Nicholas, Chinwee, WeiJie, AiLin, Shuwah & Rachel )
Went Bugis and had lunched and a birthday song was sang. The fish soup noodle was yummy!
& they gave me newspaper with 3 packets of tissue. THANKS AH~ ):
I shall look forward to what they will do for the next few days. LOL. :P

Went to church for Prayer meeting (:
& there i met Leon, LOVE( Lucinda)! Yong! Evelyn, XinJie, and many many others who wished me happy birthday. I felt so loved by everyone in church(:

Met Stella & we dine at Fish & Co :D
skipped the birthday thing cause I didn't wanted them to sing for me.
Had an awesome dinner :D with Chinwee, AiLin, Stella and Shuwah.
Walked around and its time to head home.

Oh and Choir! HAHAHA.
I got a feeling they are up to something. I can't figure out what but I will look forward to it.
Thanks to those who messaged me just now. (:

Meeting Jordan & Huimin next week when Jordan is back.!
Meeting WongFeng tomorrow!
Meeting Shuwen next week!
Meeting Stella soon!
Meeting Kaichin & Janice soon!

This year is the best birthday ever! I'm serious.
I truly appreciate every single thing that you guys did. It really made me feel so loved all over again. Though the 3 packets of tissues is still the funniest of ALL. HAHAHAHA (:

OH & I love my MUMMMY to the MAX.
I POD TOUCH! :D Thanks Mum
my dad called and wished me HAPPY NEW YEAR! LOL! He's cute.

Thanks for everything.
Thanks for all the birthday messages and wishes from everyone!
Thank you Lord! You're still my love(:

2009-04-05T23:56:00.002+08:00

i'm counting down still (:

2009-04-03T00:36:00.002+08:00

Think & Expand!

it was something that caught my mind when i was in the BC meeting earlier on. Randomly a thought just sank into my mind! It was cool, because I think it is also something in which I need to do recently as well with many things on hand and many responsibilities. It is no longer about myself and self but literally it is about OTHERS & OTHERS!

Had Connect Group today! Was totally being ministered by God just now.
It was just in that time which i was feeling the same way.
I shall look upon to God closely and tightly and hold on to Him for the rest of my days, and in days of tiredness and weakness, I will find Him for He will bring me to still waters where my strength shall be renewed in Him. The Joy of the Lord is my Strength! Truly it is :D

Choir was awesome too!
I'm simply loving Choir to the maximum! Everytime there is practice, it is always soo cool and fun and awesome to be able to hang out with the people in Choir :D
Learnt alot of stuff again from Yong hui :D.
Though some of it was being taught before but it was cool to be able to refresh on certain things. :D

After BC meeting, waited for Grace and trained home together with the others.
LOL we just kept climbing the stairs just now soo funny! :P

Life is great
and i shall make the rest of the week fruitful :D

2009-03-29T00:41:00.002+08:00

I'm so disgusted by something just now! Guessed what a rat ran & knock into my heels and feet. It was freaking gross and disgusting and i still had that feeling now. HAHAHA
GOSH!

T3 had lunched with Czone.

Service was awesome. Pastor preached a great word today! :D
I love my Pastors (:
& GOD & CHURCH.....

Finalising GP and I guessed I have to wake up by 4am tomorrow.
No sleeping hours! (:

Tomorrow is gonna be another great day.
Revelations revelations!

2 H - Humble & Hunger.

2009-03-28T01:40:00.002+08:00

Swimming today was awesome with LULU :D
Swam 5 Laps, went over to LULU's house & had lunched with her.
Bused down to church after lunched!
Card-ing was up next! The cards are really pretty(:

Trained down to Clarke Quay to meet up with my CG
Had a great time spending time together and it feels so good talking to WeiJie today. It's been a long time since i really talked to him in a sense. Shared with him what has been happening in my life and the recent stuff that i learnt (: It was goood.

Publication Review Meeting was awesome. Learnt so much in the meeting today!
The last part was really powerful! Prayed and the Presence of God was awesome.
I couldn't help trembling under the Presence of God today.
It was just awesome being able to sit in the meeting and everything and learnt so much from everyone that was in the room. The ideas, the concepts, the heart. Everything. :D

Trained back and discussed and finalised Gift Production Teaching Materials. Still got some part to finish up but its getting there, it's starting.
It is gonna be awesome!(:

Shall find verses, prayed about it and seek God.
On a side track, its still 10 days away. (:

When the stage is bare tonight, there's no one esle just You & me
I will lay down my life for the love sacrifice You gave to me. (:

2009-03-26T23:40:00.003+08:00

Today was awesome! Connect Group with C50 was awesome.
I worshipped lead today. It was an amazing experience.
I was really scared and nervous on the inside! I needa be more confidence and LET GO & LET GOD
(:

Choir was right after Connet Group.
It was goood! Shared what was being learnt in the the "Extravagent Worshipper"
Extravagent was very much labelled as "Wasteful"
Giving your all during worship unto God. It's not about the lyrics or the song but the Heart & Soul connected with the Spirit of God. (:

Letting Go & Letting God!
I saw it somewhere, i forget whether its from my dream or somewhere on the internet but it was cool enough because Yong hui talked about it just now too. (:

It was cool being able to just shared what we learnt in book. A time of revelations.
i love being such context! a time for growth! :D

Had dinner with Christopher, Ailin & Chinwee.
Bused& Trained Home after that.
Learnt much from Christopher again :D

Swimming with LuLu tomorrow!
Card-ing together with LuLu
CG hangout session.
Publications Review Meeting in Church (:

"You must first been through the deepest presence of God before leading others into the presence of God."

2009-03-25T23:23:00.004+08:00

Lord, I surrender my all in exchange of all of You.
Teach me in Your ways O Lord!

When my troubles overwhelmed,
I sing God, Bring Your Peace
if my world comes crashing down
in Your love I'll be found.

2009-03-25T20:46:00.002+08:00

i love love love love love love my simple white blogskin!
it has been something which i wanted for a long time, i didn't want something that was complicated or has any designs on it, just wanted something very simple

stayed at home the whole day!
it was super super boring, wanted to visit my grandma just now but she wasn't home.
had maggie mee for dinner! :D & i just realised there's chocolate milk in my fridge and fruits too, shall have some later. (:

Done with 3 cards for Choir's Birthday in April just needed the inside stuff and I'm done with it.
(: a fruitful day indeed.
There's Choir tomorrow! & I'm looking super forward to it.
SING. SANG. SUNG! Choir is my super duber loved (:

Swimming - CG - Choir (:
Friday's gonna be awesome too! Publications Review meeting at 7pm :D & Meeting up with LUCINDA in the morning :D

13 more days
17 more days before my mum leaves for Taiwan! ): I WANT TO GO but given a choice i would rather stay in Singapore because it's Easter Weekend! (:

IPOD TOUCH /CLASSIC!
*HintHint*
HAHAHAHAHAHAH :P

2009-03-24T19:10:00.002+08:00

Wanted to go swimming today with Lucinda but the weather wasn't well to make us fullfilled what we first plan ):
Backup plan: Breakfast with Lucinda at NYP MAC'S :D
Walked around in AMK HUB and to BISHAN and have been constantly eyeing on my IPOD TOUCH/ CLASSIC ): *
4-D-------------- 4D------------------------------------- :D

Saw pretty awesome organizers which LULU and I was thinking of getting next year :D
its still many months away though! :D
Had desserts, bought bread for my next few days and home sweet home was next!
Wanted to do cards but was too busy sleeping. I seriously need to adjust my body clock very much man! I'm super super tired.

Card-ing soon soon got tons and tons of card to be finish!
Finally got presents for someone's birthday. Bought a number of gifts (: Small and simple ones.
and a cake that can never be finished, but its awesomely cute!

I don't know what am i going to do tomorrow
was thinking of swimming though which is a good idea :D
maybe i should just wake up earlier to do so. :D

life is great still with GOD :D
You're the source of my everything.

2009-03-24T03:09:00.003+08:00

LOVES (:

2009-03-24T00:16:00.002+08:00

Weekends was awesome! Sy Rogers was indeed a powerful speaker man!
I was totally blown off by the things he said. (:
it was great.

Spend my day with Christopher & Chinwee first
Shopping with Shuwah and went down to meet my Secondary school friends for dinner at Janice's house.

It was all good spending time together as a whole(:
catching up and steamboating was fun!

p:s// sometimes i hoped you can understand me a little more.
): i'm deeply hurt all over again. sigh

2009-03-21T00:53:00.003+08:00

Staying up tonight to the early hours to finish 4 cards.
Looking forward for tomorrow's service!

Counting down 17 more days! (:
Thinking of Ipod Classic or Touch. I need to get back to the basics of music and more music.

Many things to settle in little time!
Life is great and I'm loving it to the fullest!
Fallen sick but I will recover soon.

p.s: You're the reason to my everything.
One life ! One Love

2009-03-20T01:56:00.002+08:00

C ZONE Stayover was awesome!
I think the best part was the worshipped session we had in the early hours of the morning at 2.30am.

Singing "One Life One Love". The presence of God was strong and captivating.
God speak so clearly to me that moment; knowing that when my troubles overwhelms, God will bring His peace, knowing that I will be strength in Him when I am weak.
Even if my world will comes crashing down, in His love i will be found forever.

awesomeawesome. It was as if i was alone with God yesterday. Just You and Me(:
it was all great & awesome.

C ZONE Service was awesome too.(:
Roy shared a powerful word on Convictions! & the questions that was being asked by Roy really sets our hearts to think about it and making a pre made decision to God. (:
(:
Dinner @ T3 ; BMI as a whole zone within 1 hour? Extreme Makeover!
It was great!

Not forgetting the book: Extravagent Worshipper!
It was all powerful and mind blowing! I was reading the first chapter and i was being inspired by it truly! Not only in terms of skills learnt but i believed something changed within me too.(:
it was good!
Going to read more of it later in the morning! :D

Choir was awesome today!
Singing Oh Happy Day by Sister Acts! :D
Loving everyone to the fullest man!

p:s/ I must get well soon! No more cough! No more sore throat & blocked nose!
amen!(:

2009-03-16T01:54:00.002+08:00

Life has been great!
Weekends was the best days of the week; have been busying this weekend but it was good and i love it actually! (:

Friday had dinner with Sam Wong, Jonathan, Kian Leng, Shuwah and Yonghui @ T2 Fish and Co. It was good eating together, hanging out and simply just fellowshipping with one another. I love this moments in coming together with the people in Choir.
(:
Candy Empire Shopping was cool! Bought some cookies for people. It was fun!

Saturday:
Home, Cafe, Prayer meeting, meeting, Cafe, Service, Cafe, BMT(B) Publications.
(:
It was good! Learnt alot during Publications from Yonghui today! Can't wait till he sent us the 103 pages of text to read! It's gonna be exciting man! and prolly i won't mind going to media room to read all the stuff there about graphic design! (:

P.S: Thanks (:

Sunday:

Photoshop crashed course trainning! It was cool. Yonghui went through many stuff and explained on the usage of it. COOL. Explore more things now. Going to try it out soon! :D

Lunched with Zhenghui & the 16 books finally arrived! I was super excited about it man! Going to read later.
Service + Chionging Cards; had a light dinner and it was time for discipleship class! (: After DC, I had trainning with JianMing for Customer Ops. It was cool & fun!
Slacked around and learnt alot from Christopher(:

HomesweetHome, Supper & I'm in loved with Technicolour Album!

This weekend has bee awesome! This coming week is going to be more and more awesome man! Seriously :D
Lord You're forever faithful all the days of my life. ILY Jesus (:

2009-03-08T01:54:00.002+08:00

Service was great;
BMT(B) Publications was fun and awesome. (:

Live. Learn. Lead. Love (:
4L's

Teach me in Your ways;
Cause me understand more(:
Wisdom(:
Iloveyou Jesus(:

2009-03-04T23:18:00.002+08:00

I'm made with loving (:
I'm loving buttons, laces,flowers, cards, wood and everything that could be use to make something special and exciting
and I love PHOTOSHOP to the MAXX!!!!!!

Dreamt of something yesterday and OH yes, I can't wait for it to come true.
I'm anticipating about it from a longest time already.
When will it be? I wonders (:
But i know that greater things is yet to come; I just needa trust God (:

Received my vest & oversized T today;
FINALLY! & I'm loving it alot. I'm thinking of altering my skirt I used to wear to slightly shorter. Maybe I should; Maybe I shouldn't. (:

Many thoughts are running through my mind now
but more than anything esle I thank God for bringing me this Far.
He is more than anything esle that I needed in my life.
His love is unfailing; His love is just awesome.

I love You I Love YOU I Love YOU I love YOU
& my heart will follow wholly after YOU!

just like how YOU loved and trust in Me; believing in Me
& putting me in the place that I could grow best at.
Lord Jesus, there is none beside YOU.

2009-03-04T02:22:00.002+08:00

Spend time with Yvonne today;
Went SSC which is not a very fun place to go afterall but still its much more exciting then sunplaza and I saw the notebook that i long wanted from Popular.
Surprisely, popular sells it.

Drank Starbucks Mocha Frappe, it was on the House (: 1-1 promotion.
was great. Had dinner at her house and played the guitar!
The God I know
We had a fun time singing, figuring out certain things and Yvonne plays worship song just like praise songs LOL.. :D

Card-ing with Zhou Jie & Jonathan tomorrow
I believed its gonna be super fun and super cool.
& I can get to drink the Bubble Tea again :D HOHOHOHOHOHOHO.
Made with Loving tomorrrow once again, O i just bought papers on Monday and a bottle of flowers that cost me $20, but its all worth while afterall.
I'm madly addicited to Made with Love.

I promise to make you one during your birthday. (:

God has always been Faithful in my life
In Him, I see a calling, a purpose and a Destiny.
I will always remember the encouragement that God told me during DC with Jamie
I will always remember the verse in Exodus.
I'm defintely looking forward for trainings for Choir & (:

Can't wait for things to get started.
Life is indeed great with God and O I miss Lucinda already. She's overseas now and will be back on Friday.

I just finished 2 designs too; 1 more to go. (:
by thursday.

your word will always be my encouragement
your trust, your believe in me
(:

2009-03-01T02:15:00.000+08:00

Dwelling Place

Lovely are your dwelling places
Thirsty I come after You
Jesus my joy my reward
Your love’s restoring my soul
Now I’m Yours and You are mine
And from my heart a song will rise

I love you I love you I love you
And my heart will follow wholly after you

Jesus there is none beside You
Righteous ruler of the earth
Nations will come and bow down
Name over all names
I sing You praises
And all that can say to You is…

2009-02-23T21:44:00.003+08:00

Discipleship class with Jamie Yesterday was awesome!
The presence of God was strong! (:
I simply love worshipping and praising YOU.
& I heard from God yesterday Exodus 35: 30 to 36:1

The Artisans Called by God

30 And Moses said to the children of Israel, “See, the LORD has called by name Bezalel the son of Uri, the son of Hur, of the tribe of Judah; 31 and He has filled him with the Spirit of God, in wisdom and understanding, in knowledge and all manner of workmanship, 32 to design artistic works, to work in gold and silver and bronze, 33 in cutting jewels for setting, in carving wood, and to work in all manner of artistic workmanship. 34 “And He has put in his heart the ability to teach, in him and Aholiab the son of Ahisamach, of the tribe of Dan. 35 He has filled them with skill to do all manner of work of the engraver and the designer and the tapestry maker, in blue, purple, and scarlet thread, and fine linen, and of the weaver—those who do every work and those who design artistic works.

Exodus 36
1 “And Bezalel and Aholiab, and every gifted artisan in whom the LORD has put wisdom and understanding, to know how to do all manner of work for the service of the sanctuary, shall do according to all that the LORD has commanded.”

a verse that really encouraged me to keep going & to keep running this race!
a verse that God really speak to me and encourage me through.

a moment of tears and joy(:
& ministering from the Lord

God indeed has plans for everyone and I know I have a special plan in God in this place.I'm excited about it, wonder what is the next thing God is going to in place in my life.
A purpose and Destiny found in the Lord! :D

& The word that was preached by Pastor How yesterday was awesome!
I simply loved it.

God Dependency!

I surrender all to You , All to you

Shout it Out Shout it Out

We will lift Your name.

Photos:

(: Choir is my deepest loved (:

2009-02-20T22:52:00.002+08:00

Many a times, I might get discourage by the words my parents would tell me whenever they're not in a good mood. It defintely did affect me in some ways or another.
Remembering the sermon that Pastor Joakin preached on just a week ago,
It became very much encouraging to me, especially the hug during the hugline and the words Pastor Joakim told me.

Oh well, I needa be strong and forever will I still love Jesus more than anything and staying 100% faithful just as how He was being faithful to me always and forever.
Faithfullness (:

Publications BMT(B) was cancelled today ):
Looking forward to the next meeting timing!
AMT(B) Pastoral tomorrow; BMT(B) Cafe on Sunday and DC with Charleston on Sunday.
Life cannot get anymore exciting then this, I'm very sure about it.

Life is great with Jesus;
its time to revise my verses and sleep early! :D

2009-02-16T00:41:00.002+08:00

Friday:

It was a powerful & awesome session;
Pastor Joakim came and shared with us about the Modern Marthys in the 20th Century and each of their testimonies really has a theme within and out of the 3 that Pastor Joakim preached. One of it touches my heart and spoke to me alot!
One of the verses that God spoke to me when i was younger at the age of a Christian spoke to me all over again

At the end of the service, Pastor Joakim has this hugline altar call
I was totally ministered by it (:
Tears was just overflowing out my eyes; i just kept tearing and tearing even more.
I was all ministered by God and his presence & that night something inside of me triggers.

Saturday:

Service & Heart fest was awesome.
After service, had a short meeting with the BC's ; it was good.

Met Yong on the way down to meet Ailin, Rachel and Weimin and had a great time talking to him
and through the short time; more than just being excited about certain things he told me and also for the things of Choir (:
I learnt so much from him.

Sunday:

Session two and three of the Seminar was continued
&
at the end of the Modern Marthys Seminar ; something in me broke, something in me triggers.

I will live my life for God, I will love Jesus even more; I wil always have and live for Others before me(:
I will walk through the narrow way; I will put actions in my faith & not by words alone but doers of the faith; I will love my brothers and sisters(:
I willl..... (:

(:
God ministered.
and spoke and i love such moments.
Humbling myself before the Lord(:

2009-02-10T13:15:00.003+08:00

-Edited-

Cycling was cool yesterday;
It's been some time since i really cycled and yesterday 3 hours of cycling was awesome!
Although, we went back with muscles aches and sunburnt. LOL

Went cityhall after that and went to Prints to get a notebook for my revelations & thoughts,
went Prints after sooooooo long and finally I got a notebook which I'm deeply in loved with, though the price of it is kinda HIGH. HAHA :X

DINNER; Esplanade and Home Sweet Home.
and Someone sent me a super randomness message (:
It was really random but was it really made me look for the moon & it was awesome.
HAHA.

CHC Morning Prayer was awesome today! Felt the presence of God so strongly when I was praying for a vision for Gift Production and many other things; though I haven really got one but I know I will hear from God if I continue to seek Him dilligently and I know that it is going to be awesome.
I just love having the intimacy time with God, prayed for 45 mins today but it just felt as if it was 10-15 minutes prayer.
I just loved this kind of feeling man! It's just super awesome!

It was fun hanging out with Ryan, Zhenghui, Jon and a few others in church today!
Had breakfast at Mac
and lunched @ Foodcourt; YiJing joined us and it was awesome; I just couldn't stop laughing the whole afternoon man! Super funny.

After lunch-ing; went back to Church and slacked and helped out Bookstore for a while before i headed off to Yishun to meet Chinwee & his brother to meet Christopher for CG.
We did the weirdest thing today but it was alright, Nicholas joined us after that.
(:
& I found about something exciting.
Dinner and Home sweet Home(:

I simply wanna draw even closer to God
A closer and stronger intimacy time with Him
(:
I love this precious time with You O' Lord!
I'm deeply in loved with YOU & no one esle!

2009-02-08T23:04:00.002+08:00

A moment of uncertainty;
A moment in which I'm lost of direction.

I'm glad I had my notebook and pen on the way back with me,
I think I should invest on something good and durable notebook in which i could pen down every thoughts I have within me whereever I go.

shall look for a good notebook tomorrow or the day after.
(:

All I could do now is to seek Your face
No matter what happens, You're always gonna be first in my list
Lord, You're all that I need right now
No one esle but You alone! Bring me through; show me the calling of my life in You;
Let this assurance removed this doubt in me.
The peace of God which surpasses all understanding shall guard my heart and mind. Amen!

2009-02-06T13:11:00.002+08:00

Guessed Where Am I Now?
HAHAHA(:

Sengkang! Just met Stella and it was awesome catching up with her although it was only for 1 hour (:
Passed her the card and th gift; hoped she would likes them :D
A day of accomplishment felt man! It's been sometime since something like that happen and it was great(:
HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO.

I'm waiting for someone to finish her lunch to come join me at SengKang!!
Shuwah Shuwah faster come. :P

Alone at Macdonalds now,
I just remembered I ate Macs yesterday and today I'm eating it again! -.-
Super Unhealthy! Someone please remind me to stop dining at Mac's LOL
I'm thinking of getting cup walker later (:

Went Little India yesterday with Shuwah; It was great
Bought my Bangles at cheap cheap prices, and i bought a new love at diva too(:
I must stop buying things too LOL.. (:

Finally finished the design for the banner for the survey form!
Shall upload it soon(:
It's a new dimension for me since I'm playing around with photoshop!
& I gotta say that Photoshop is Loved man!
It's super addicitive :X

Shall explore more of photoshop.
Tell me I'm on heavy dosage of Adobe Drug;

a decision to be made soon.
I think I know what I really want and what is really for me
I will follow what He tells me no matter what
He always comes first in my life(:

He's faithful till the end! Indeed he is :D

2009-02-04T23:44:00.002+08:00

WOOHOOOOS!
It feels great after spending the whole day on photoshop figuring out something from afternoon till now!
It was great, i like the end result of the product that i've made for my gift production (:

I can't live without photoshop & my papers from MLW and Buttons/Laces/Wood and the list carries on.(:

A very different movement I'm moving too this year but I'm loving every single bit of it
I'm loving my life much with God, it is just so exciting man! :D

:D
a moment of accomplishment! :D

2009-02-03T15:30:00.002+08:00

Sunday 01Feb2009:

Had Reunion Lunch with some of the Zone C people together with Roy, Charleston and all the other leaders.
It was awesome, had a fun time fellowshipping and getting to know one and other even more.
Reached church super early that morning, cabbed down together with Brenda :D
First time do-ing deco with her to put up the place and all for the event which was going to be held in a few hours time and it was great. (:
Had a fun time working with her and Elyn.
Worshipped God at the end and it was good, felt the presence of God falling strongly.
An intimate time with God, it was awesome.
I wished the time could go and on :D

After the whole event, I went to P & PH gathering meeting.
Yonghui asked if i was free to join and said that it would be good for me as they will be talking alot of designs and all.
Joined in, felt weird initially but the people there are the coolest people of all.
Had fun joining in though.
Saw many things, learnt many things and was inspired by all the OGLS and Yassy.
I went in with different mindset and came out with a total different mindset.
Yassy shared something powerful in the Book of Exodus 35:30 to 36:1
The verse begin to speak into my heart deeper and a deeper revelation was being brought out of it.
It was awesome. Worshipped God and felt God super strongly again.
I felt a change of mindset, i felt a whole new level bursting out of me
It was all great and awesome.
I was truly inspired to a whole new level.

Yonghui talked to me for a while after that and it was good(:

I felt God moving so strongly in my life recently
Dreams and Visions are coming to pass! And I know God is real in my life
From a 1 talent to 2 talents and I know it will continue to increase even more with God.
Just within a month and many exciting things have been surfacing.
Opportunities of doors have been opening and I'm all excited for all the things God is going to add to my life this year.

I want to have an initmate time with God
I want to soak in the deepest presence of God
I want to hear even more from Him
See even more things from Him
Having more and more spiritual sight seeing with Him
My future is amazing in God's hands;

I cant help but to say I love you Lord
and thank You for every single thing You're doing in my life
You're truly faithfull till the end. (:

2009-01-31T23:36:00.002+08:00

Combine Service was awesome!
Had run through with 41st day today, it was great
Prayed before that and the presence of God was there, it was just in the midst of us (:
it was awesome(:

Everyone was on ministry in my CG today; so weird. LOL
I think i need to hangout more with my CG ; I've not really been much in contact with them lately which I had not much of an idea why too? HAHA

Managed to finish 3 cards for my CG birthdays and it was cool but somehow I'm not very satisfied with the cards that I do, it was okay but i just felt that something more could be added to the dimension of cards that I am doing? LOL.
I'm left with 1 more for Shicong and 2 more Choir Birthday Cards :D
It's time for some creative juices for more cards and photoshop. HAHA :D

Many things have been happening and this year is just going to be an awesome year! I'm just so excited to every single thing God is going to add in my life and all. It's just so amazing seeing God move in every single thing.

Just a few weeks ago, we had Choir Potluck ,
it was sure an awesome night just fellowshipping, worshipping and celebrating birthdays :D
it was just super cool!

& here are some of the photos taken on that day (:
taken from Cassandra Face-book.
the photoframe we did for Beatrice :D

Food (: Food (:

:D fellowshipping & eating

loved!

always and forever

You're the Lord of my life

No longer my ways

let your will be done

make me a servant

my heart ever true

clinging to the cross I'll follow You :D

i'll follow You

2009-01-26T23:26:00.002+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR
MOOMOO YEAR :DDD

Mum and aunts left for Thailand this early morning;
Woke up at 10 plus and the place, I went to was my grand's place.
Nothing special this new year, its just the same routine (:

HAHA but we went Chinatown at about 9 plus 10pm LOL
Not much of people was there but was kinda fun just walking around with my grandma and aunt.
:D

Tomorrow shall be another day to be spent with my family :D

loved(:

2009-01-25T20:07:00.002+08:00

Just came back from my grandma's place (:
I don't really like what happened today though, the thought of it just spoils my day.
Oh well ; I better not think of it anymore
I shall be happy and smile more man! :D

Anyway, my lovely creative died on me again right after it came back to live.
The moment i switched it on again, all my files are completely gone and i can't connect it to my laptop ):

Looks like its really a time for some apple:D
Ipod Classic/ Itouch -.-
I just cant make up my mind though ))):
Mum will be going to thailand for 4 days with some of my relatives too.

another 4 hours or lesser to countdown!
HAPPY "COW' YEAR :D

loved(:

2009-01-25T14:17:00.002+08:00

you're all i ever need
no one esle but You alone

2009-01-24T01:12:00.002+08:00

My creative loved was resurrected!!!!
&
it made it a good chace to transfer all the Christian songs into my player and with a selective best singers in the Chinese genre. (:
I felt super happy because I know I'm gonna flood my life with Christian songs :D
& growing in the heart of worshipping Him :D
I see my dreams and visions coming to pass in HIM

High tea tomorrow with my love ones Cg :D
I don't know why but i realised this week, I wasn't much in contact with them
Nevermind, i can do all the catching up tomorrow. Awesome!

School has finally come to an end and come to think of it I haven finish my last RJ of the Year 2.
LOL.
It was scary to go class today because in the end, we're left with 1 table only! = 5 students.
I think the faci that took over today should be quite upset ?
Oh even my faci went back to KL ): This is so unfair, i should not have gone to school today and start to declare my holidays earlier.LOL...

Year3 is coming in its way, I'm kinda worried too.
But no matter what is going to come, I believe this April when school starts again everything will very much fall into place.

10weeks of school holidays!
Maybe i should work but any lobang?

2009-01-23T11:31:00.002+08:00

My new loved! :D
Transformed by an ugly weekly planner from popular!
I can planned my life and start planning it with love :D * Awesome*

Its a new year and i guessed its a year of change man!
I needa change my lovemp3 ( creative) soon to something more exciting ---> Ipod Classic 120GB :D
I was thinking of i touch/ i pod classic but i realised I'm more of a music user and need not alot of functions kind of thing, and after asking Alumn and Christopher
Both of them told me the same thing ; so prolly iPod classic is more for me.
Byebye creative who has been faithfully with me for the past 2 years with my first pay ): but now you're leaving me pretty soon.

I'm recently into High waist Shorts and Skirts but more than that I am very much interested in Guy's shirt too. I must be MAD! :P

2009-01-21T01:06:00.001+08:00

Choir was awesome today!
Yonghui told us alot of exciting things that is going to happen in choir and I think it will be super amazing.
Choir is really exciting and an awesome ministry to be in :D

After Choir,
Stella, Wenqi,Alvin , Guo wei & myself
went over for Zhu Zha Tang but as usual i don't like the intestines and all so i went over to the next stall for Beancurd :D
Super loved the beancurd man! Shall go there for second round one day. (:

School tomorrow and I'm left with 2 days more before the term ends.
10 weeks of holiday is coming....

I've recently done a number of cards and here is it :D

More to be up next (:

CNY is coming, and Im still in Christmas Mood =X
:DDDD

2009-01-19T11:46:00.004+08:00

Sometimes
Sometimes
Sometimes
Sometimes
Sometimes...

I just needa some time alone
I'm hiding my emotions & not allowing it to take over me...

2009-01-18T12:20:00.003+08:00

a heart broken before You
a heart for God & for People.

teach me in Your ways
help me through circumtances
bring me through storms

you're always there for me
Jesus all I have is You
You're the hope i hold on too, even if everything fades
i know You remains.

i thought i felt an aching and breaking of my heart this instant
i look upon You and know my life is complete with Your love (:
i know the joy witin will never fade
i know Your strength has made me well
(:

2009-01-17T00:25:00.002+08:00

WHOLLY FOLLOW YOU
by City Harvest Church.

WE WORSHIP YOU IN THIS HOLY PLACE
AND GIVE OUR LIVES, A LIVING SACRIFICE
INSPIRE US, TO SEEK YOUR FACE
JESUS, WE WANT TO KNOW YOU MORE

WE WHOLLY FOLLOW YOU
WE WHOLLY FOLLOW YOU
TEACH US YOUR WAYS
SHOW US YOUR HEART
WE LAYS DOWN OURS LIVES JUST FOR YOU

WE WHOLLY FOLLOW YOU
WE WHOLLY FOLLOW YOU
TEACH US YOUR WAYS
SHOW US YOUR HEART
WE LAYS DOWN OURS LIVES JUST FOR YOU

Had Connect group meeting at YSC :D
I'm loving the place man! Although, its small but nevertheless i'll always find God there, always feeling Him so strong in that place. (:
Connect group meeting was awesome, and Weimin joined us!:D

After connect group meeting, we went for dinner :D
and i had ice cream after that * loves MOOOMOO ice cream*
Went back to YSC and I joined Weihao and Melissa , they were playing the guitar and keyboard and since i know little about the instrument, I sang instead.
Weihao introduced to me this super nice song. I'm totally captivated by the song and lyrics!
Wholly Follow You, the presence of God was in the midst of the song.
(:
Sang Sang Sang.
&
Home sweet Home..

Now i gotta run to settle my admin things and birthday card!
God I'm excited for this year! Many Good news have been happening and surfacing.
I guessed my heart just skipped a beat.
loved(:

2009-01-16T10:54:00.002+08:00

I'm on High waist Craze!/ Fever!
I'm loving high waist, I'm going on high waist!
I'm having high waist fever!
(:

you're the reason
simply you(:

2009-01-14T00:46:00.002+08:00

Truly, a year of excitement!

Cafe was great with Meixin, Shuwah and Leon. It was super super fun working with them, later on with Slyvia and Christina too.
Leon shared many things from his heart this duty and I believe all of us have defintely caught something out of it(:
Awesome!

Yonghui told me something exciting just now too (:
I just felt God moving in my life so strongly, so much more.
Dreams are begining to come to pass.
Was supposed to called Kian Leng just now but i missed out, so i called Jonathan instead and it was an awesome news too. The moment I heard it, i knew it must be God again.

He is using me in His mighty way
His thoughts is always higher than my thoughts
and His strengthen will strengthen me throughout this year & years to come!

you'vemademyday(:
SuLing is loving her life and she is super duper excited about the things God is adding to her life (:

2009-01-13T10:50:00.003+08:00

This August 19 2009 will be my second year in church.

Seemed far away but yet I'm looking forward to it already.

In this 2 weeks of the new year, God has imparted many things in my life

showing me my visions and dreams for this year

though it is still the same with just a few changes!

within this 2 weeks, i begin to see things falling into place.

Having a spiritual sight see-ing of what God is going to add to my life this year.

It was awesome! A close- close relationship with Him.

& it makes me felt more excited to see more things coming to pass

to see of the things that God is going to add in my life in this particular year 09'

Gift production will defintely move to another level.

Choir will grow and breakthrough & people shall rise up out of this.

God is moving and the future is just super amazing in His hands.

Talked to Christopher and shared with Him many things in my heart

It was great!

I simply love to learn from my leaders and grow even more in this walk with God

a stronger foundations & leading the gift production with revelations.

Convicted & Loved!

How great is Our God,

my first love!

2009 shall be a year of breakthroughs and mircales!

2009-01-12T10:31:00.002+08:00

I found my hope in You my Lord

I found my Hope

All of my strength is found in You

You are my strength.

Lord take my cares away and bring me closer to You

I reached out my hands and worshipped You

Jesus

Let Your spirit fall and make me new

More like You

You have my heart

Jesus Christ

I give You my life

You're All i need

You're all I see

You're all I dream

Jesus

a song that brings a Hope to my life

a song that expresses every single thought i have within me right now

in my life, I see a hope and a future

after knowing HIM.

He is the joy of my life, He is the love of my life

He has put dreams and visions in my life

a dream and vision that is coming to pass in the days to come

holding on every single thing in His hands

dreaming and believing for things to happen

lifting every single thing in my life to His hands

Being God- Dependent

Tapping on the Holy spirit in every single thing that I am doing

and knowing that greater things are yet to come with God

Knowing that in this life

there's a purpose to live for

a true driven purpose in this Kingdom of God

what a conviction & revelation

God has placed in my heart yesterday

Kept my convictions going and kept me being on fire withHim

an intimacy time with God

a time where i could felt God so strongly so true in my life

a spiritual sight seeing of the things that is going to be added

Peace of the Lord, that guards my heart

I love You deeply >

no one other than You

could bring such a Joy & a Peace into my life.

2009-01-12T00:05:00.002+08:00

The word that was being preached this week was powerful!
From Dependent to Intependent to God- dependent.

I've learnt so much and received so much from the word of God that was being preached earlier on by Pastor How.
Many a times, through the things that we're doing; we can very much be intedependent after sometime and most of the time, we will tend to neglect God and only look for Him when we need Him, but that should not be the way. (:

During discipleship class with Ivan earlier on;
I felt so much closer with God, I felt God so strongly in that studio.
While worshipping; it felt as though I was in the room alone with God, and the next moment I was brought to somewhere esle with God. Much of a sight- seeing of what God has in store for me this year, no longer a year of confusion but a year of a vision to run towards too.
I was convicted all over again.
I see a vision coming to pass!

Being in my strength; I want to bring it to a whole new level with God
God has place talents and giftings into my life

I surrender all to You; every single thing in my life to Your hands.
Ignite me with Your fire; bring me a step closer to Your heart !
Let my eyes see of the unseen; Let my hears of the things that is unheard!

I'm happy!
Encouragments by Yassy and Yong Hui for my cards brighten my days.
by Pastors and Roy too :D
Truly encouraged!
a church that builds people! :DD

2009-01-11T00:47:00.001+08:00

(:
photoshop craze =P

2009-01-08T15:11:00.002+08:00

In the midst of darkness;

I've found a light that will guide me through my life

a light that never fades away anymore.

This is my desire to worship You all my days.

Lord; I give You my soul

I give You my heart

in everything that I do

I live for You alone

Every breathe I take

Every Moment I'm awake

Have Your way in me

For Your ways is always higher than mine

Your thoughts is always higher than what I could thought of

Help me to improve on the things that I need too

I want to be so much closer to You

a deeper understanding and a deeper relationship with You

never the same anymore

In You; I know there's a Hope and a Future.

I will Arise and Begin to take the lead!

I'll be faithful to the little things You've inplace for me

I know this year is a year of growth & increase

in this year I know I see a clearer vision! :D

To You

I'll forever sing praises and worship

God of my forever

I love You with all my heart deeply!

You & You alone

No one can every replace You in my heart

I live for You alone

2009-01-08T11:34:00.002+08:00

Having best friends beside you that care and concern about you.

Thanks many for being there when i needed one to talk too.
Thanks for being there just to listen to my rantings and complains when im down
Thanks for trying to cheer me up when im emotionally down
Thanks for being there and just being my side
Thanks for loving me for who i am(:
Thanks for every single thing you've played a part in my life
Thanks for the unconditional cared when you know I fell sick
Thanks for the medicine and water when i'm sick(:

I felt so blessed and loved by all my lovely friends;
I can't expressed much but just wanna say Thanks for everything man!

I'm almost recovered and I know I will be recover pretty soon in a few more days.
Hopefully before this weekend! :D
CNY shopping soon; can't wait to get the pair of sandles I've been eyeing for a long time :D

Fish and Co yesterday with my lovely CG mates (:
Yesterday was great; Had worshipped session before our dinner.
Worshipped and Prayed. :D
I need to constantly worked on my skills much more. *side track*

Had dinner with C5,c50 & c9 (:
Shicong is going to army in 1 day time; Oh man, All of us is going to miss you man!

with You, my life is never the same anymore
a clearer vision
Arise!

2009-01-06T09:22:00.002+08:00

Fear being casted out by the Peace of God which will surpasses all understanding that will guard one heart and mind.

Awesome!

In You, I find my Peace

In You, I bend my knees.

How true this verse of the song could describe every single thing that I was feeling deep within right now. (:

In You; I see my future and my hope

I love You with all my heart and soul

I worship You O' Lord wholeheartedly

2009-01-05T10:21:00.003+08:00

In You I see my Future and Hope

You're the reason to my visions

You're the reason to why I sing

You're the reason to all that was in my life

I'm loving it and I'm loving You to the maximum.

To You my Lord and Saviour.

How great is Our God !

This year, I've got great visions and dreams.

I wanna learn photoshop by March and start my first design of cards asap.

I wanna continue improving in my cards skills and bring it to another level with God.

I wanna impact people's life with the cards and imparting skills & heart to people.

We use the church to build people's dreams and not people to build the church; what a special and unqiue Ethos our Church has.

Building people's dream; finding a place where one could flourish in skills and heart and continue to grow from.

Pastor Lia preached a great word during the weekend and I especially like every single point that she said.

The Ethos of our church

1) Church to Build People and not People to build the Church

2) We are Authentic and not Plastics

3) We are Wise and We can Wait

and lastly

4) We are Team players and not Stars.

What an awesome service during the weekends. It was great! I believe with all my heart that this year 2009 will defintely be a better year then before.
and that this year I know where will i be heading too and i know of my dreams and visions in God.
(:

Not despising but working towards it with all Faith.
all things are Possible if only you Believe!

2009-01-03T01:34:00.008+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
2 days passed and it's been a great year and the days to come would be greater! HAHA.
Looking forward to the first sermon of the year that Pastor How is going to preach; it is sure going to be awesome!

This New year celebration in Church was awesome!
Cafe-ing all the way but it was real fun working with the people in Cafe; serving people. (:
During the little break we had, we went to take lots lots of photos :D
I'll let the photos do the talking :D

Nelson; Jon

Jon :D

JieXin :D

Rody!

ZhouJie :DDD

Audrey :D

ziLing :D

Chinweee :DD

WeiTing :D

aiLin :DDD

shuwaH :DDD

WeiMin; Rachel :DD

WeiMin :DD

Nigel :D

Grace :DD

Angelyn :D

Cafeee :D

Christopher Toh :DD

Slyvia :D

Chiwen :DDD

Jon ; Yonghui :DDDDDD

Yonghui :DDDDD

Stella; Alvin :DDDDD

CEG :D

Choir :DDD

CEG :DDD

I'm so excited for the things that God is going to inplace in my life this year.

Can't wait :D

God is always amazing and faithful :D

iloveHimtruly!

theOne&onlytrue God :D

You're the reason to my creativity to my passion for singing for designing for my smile and joy in my life.

You're the reason for the change in my life, from an emotional person to someone whom can control her emotions and used it for a better purpose though i failed at times but You're always there being my strength to pull me through everything. :D

You've never left me nor forsaken me.

Hebrews13:5

and I will never leave YOU too.

You're promises to my life

Dreams and Visions that You have installled for Me.

Let my life be Your Clay :D

2008-12-31T01:49:00.004+08:00

Lord I lift Your Name one High!
With all my heart an strength; I give the most worthy praise & worship to You always.

Today was awesome! Went over to Satellite Church to meet Christopher and Nicholas, Chinwee came shortly after. The place was really nice and beautiful! :D
Spent some time watching movie, listening to songs and fellowshipping with each other and after which we spend the last 45 mins in that place worshipping and prayer!
The presence of God never fails to touch my heart deep down!
Somethings that Christopher said just hit my spirit deeply, God truly knows everything and everything. The next thing I knew was I was overwhelmed by God's presence and found myself crying and crying non stop under His presence.

2008 has been a year thats up and down
a year that i've been through many things, a year that i was brought to the highest and to the lowest, through all this I've learnt many.
2009 will defintely be a better year, it will
a clearer vision and much much more...

i just know that 2009 will be a better year!
It will (:

After the session, we went over to Northpoint for our Dinner, Nicholas left first (:
Walked around and home sweet home! I just can't wait for tonight's friends' night event! It is so gonna be awesome!
Meetings after meetings on Thursday and I believe it is going to be awesome man!
I love my life with God(:

Yesterday Pictures/

:D

shuwen is loved (:

-.-"

HAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAH :D

Lord, ignite me with Your fire again!

bring my back to my first love with You!

I love you deeply Jesus,

for without You, I won't be who I am today

the joyful and cheerful one(:

all because of YOU

i see a Hope and a Future in my life

Dreams and Visions that You inplace into my heart; I know it will come to pass!

Though it will tarries but I will wait upon Your Promises for my life

I won't trade of things of the world with You

You're more worthy than anything esle

Keep me burning and strong in You forever!

just you Jesus (:

2008-12-29T22:35:00.003+08:00

2008 has been an awesome year and in another 2 more days 2009 is knocking its way through
Many things happen this year, whether its good or bad, i know it must have happen for a reason. (:

Learnt much things this year in regardless of discipleship classes or even during Choir, CG, Cafe, AMT(A), BMT (A&B), or even from my leaders. It was great!
Though I have yet seen my dreams coming to pass yet but I know it will !
I have faith and I trust in Him in every single thing.
I'm learning to hold on the dream and vision that He have given me and run towards, growing in every asspects that I need to grow in.

Last service of the year was awesome, Pastor talked about Healing and Faith!
and the testimony that was shared at the last part was the most powerful powerful part, seeing how God can really worked through one person life. (:
After service, went to help out for some Czone event thing, it was good. After dinner and all the jokes that was told, Roy asked them about their dreams and visions.

my dream & vision has changed quite a little from what i had in the past

1) Rise up more in Choir to help Yong Hui hold the Choir together
2) Rise up as a Backup Vocalist
3) Rise up as a Worship Leader
4) Do more cards that will touch people's life & continue to improve in doing of cards
5) Publications(?)
6) Rise up as a leader in church in years to come leading 20 people

(:
I will seek God about it again.

2009 will defintely be an awesome year without fail
and i truly believe that more dreams and visions will come to pass, though none of my dreams or visions have come to pass yet but i believe that it will come to pass, though it tarry but it wil surely come to pass!
I believe and I trust in God in His promises.

2 more days?
and the new year would start, this year really flew pass very quickly....
I'm looking forward to next year! (:

2008-12-26T16:51:00.006+08:00

MERRRY CHRISTMASS EVERYONEE!!!
I know it came in a bit later but after coming back home last night, i literally knocked out after my maggie mee supper HAHAHAHAHA...

This season of Christmas came too fast man!
No time to do alot of things, especially cards ): but I'm glad i did finished everything on time for my Leaders : Yonghui!!!! Joannee (: WeiJie & Christopher.. :DDD

Choir has been supper exciting man!
For combine service and for Christmas service! Truly Choir has grown so much, all of us are truly moving towards 2.0 man! and its super exciting. :D
I simply just can't wait for next year man cause Choir will be on for regular service on alternate weeks.! A dream coming to place, a dream coming to pass.

Things have been into place already
Happily serving in the house I am
Loving God even more! Loving my life :D Loving People..

I've got lots of Photos :D
so i'll let the photos do the rest of the talkings :DDDD

Jonathan put our names on!!!

and he doll us up! -.-

Smillleee CHOIR :D

Christmas gifts & Cards (:

Handmade cards for my Leaders (: ( Joanne, Christopher, YongHui & WeiJie)

Clara my loved :D

Card for exchange CG gift!

Inside of Yong's Card ( Half way done)

Outer layer of Yong's Card ( Half way done

Roderick with his pet cat :P

Gabriel :D

The girls :D

JonathanTan!

Roderick !

The girls

Cassandra & me :D

Clara :D

Elyn!

iloveyoudeeplyJesus

2008-12-17T01:03:00.002+08:00

mixed emotions, mixed thoughts.
needed a time alone, just alone and no one else.

thinking through many things;
putting a smile and knowing that everything's gonna be alright because I've got Jesus with me
but why am i still feeling this way?

i guessed i needed God more than before
i guessed i could only find peace and hope once again from Him.
I know i will smile ; i know i will still be who i really am.

you made my day!
Thats all i can say now; thanks many.
love many

Lord, you're whom i can trust
whom i can set my eyes upon ; whenever i felt lost in my sense of direction
i know you'll be there guiding me.
i know you're someone whom i can trust on deeply......

2008-12-16T02:52:00.004+08:00

Photos overdue (::

2008-12-11T12:52:00.002+08:00

Just had some random thoughts within me.
Seeing Rhapsody grew and grew and more people are given the oppurnities to sing ; my heart sank.

a year ago, i gave up this IG and ran for my vision.
a year ago, i choose to use my talents and glorify God instead.
a year ago, my hurts has been completely healed by God.
a year ago, i know my future is amazing with HIM.

though my heart sank but its not affecting me neither
because I've found much more joy in singing to God, glorifying His name
because I've found my most loved ministry in Church. :D
Choir is not just a ministry to me but a big happy family....

I lovee you deeply
knowing you;re always here with me.

the reason why i sing is because of YOU.
Glory to You always
(:

2008-12-11T11:20:00.002+08:00

AMT(A) was awesome awesome luh!
I felt that throughout the whole session, I've grown so much in almost everything. :D
It was indeed a good and awesome session though my CG mates aren't really there but i got to know more people during the whole AMT (A).

Being able to be in the house of God and continue growing was an awesome thing of all. :D
Though sleeping of 1 hour plus was crazy but it was all worthwhile. Waking up in the wee hours of the morning to pray was awesome. :D
Being able to tap on the Holyspirit before starting of the day. It was cool.

AMT is indeed awesome luhs!
Graduation this Sunday, I can't wait. :D

Laser Quest was super fun yesterday ; though it was just 10 mins but it was super fun!!!
Must go try if you haven heard of it before man!
Though i was the one always being shot yesterday but it was still fun.
Shall update the photos later. (:

Next week is an exciting week ahead and I'm defintely looking forward to it.
20th December 2008. Combine service.(:
Choir tomorrow; i can't wait man! CHOIR CHOIR is my biggest Love :D

i love You more than words.
mysunshine; myloved

2008-12-05T11:37:00.002+08:00

I think I am prolly a person who thinks alot ; especially when I'm alone.
Think think think... I'm definitely deep into my thoughts now.

Woke up late again! I think my phone alarm aren't working at all.
Didn't seem to be hearing it ring at all.
Now i'm thinking of what phone to get cause my poor phone is dying on me pretty soon.
I'm thinking of iphone! or lg viewty or something esle.
Choices are there but decision are tough.

This is just so confusing and annoying cause i could just spend all my time thinking about it.
Gosh!
I can't wait for Choir Choir Choir! :D
Can't wait to be around my lovely mates in Choir and it's just super fun to be learning and singing as a whole. Choir is my biggest and deepest love man!
I could just be so sure about it.

The card and all are done and I'm really very happy about the outcome.
I can't wait for Christmas to come because there will be more surprises to come.
Maybe Santa Claus will give me an Iphone! :P
(I'm in my dreamyland)

Candy weekend. C50 is going to be very different tomorroww. :D
I know! We will grow no matter what. God's promise will surely come to pass.
C50- 14 [Far but yet very near!!!!]

iloveYouwithallmyheart
allmysoul allmymight
You'reeverythingtome.
Jesus You reigns. :D

2008-12-04T15:13:00.004+08:00

Cafe-ing yesterday was fun!
Learnt alot and weekdays cafe seems to end much more faster which i don't know why.
I learnt something, never cook an egg in the mircowave cause it will give u an KABOOM!
WHAHAHAHA.

Cafe-ing with LuLu was fun and going down to dhoby ghuat with LULU and Matt was awesome.
Went to made with Love to get materials for people's card.
There are many new designs man and it's lovely. REALLY!

If i have a captial thats enough, i will confirm open a shop like this and make thousands and thousands of card that will change people's life. :P

Dinner at yoshinoya :D
its just so fun hanging out with LULU and MATT.

Lesson is kinda boring today and there's UT later ):
irritating. Nevermind 2 more papers and 3 weeks Holidays and this is the time i can serve more and do more and be more effective and productive. :D

Choir is just super fun
and people are just rising up and taking responsiblities of it.
Awesome! :D
Just done with a birthday card for tomorrow. :D Super happy about it.
Shall post the photo of it tomorrow. :D Awesome!

I should be turning soon.
Ut tomorrow and most importantly CHOIR TML :D HOHOHOH!

2008-12-01T11:18:00.002+08:00

Choir practice yesterday was awesome!
Like what Yonghui says, choir indeed have grown in Maturity.

It's just so exciting to be in the team, helping out in the smallest things to help and see things getting done.
It just excites me, i don't know why.

Choir was fun and many things are falling into place now. :D
While we're singing The God I know, the presence of God was indeed there!
During the last part, we worshipped God and it was Good.

Rise and go fro!

i love CHOIR
deep from my heart

Cafe was awesome on Saturday and Yassy came over and shared something very powerful with us. :D
It was just a privildge to be around our leaders and learn things from them. Working with Grace and LuLu was fun :D Cafe ended pretty late that day but it was a good experience afterall. Learn alot :D

Alot of things have been on my mind recently. Out of all the things that i'm holding on now. I will bring it to another level. I will RISE & go fro! I will BREAKTHROUGH.

Here i am waiting for You, desperate for YOu, thirsting for You always and forever! Lord use me as only You can. Bring me to another level with You, grow me like never before. Here i am, send me to where YOu want me to be. I am willing.

You're my loved;

always and forever!

2008-11-25T11:29:00.002+08:00

The AC was awesome! The last day was indeed the best day of all.
Finally made a decision to join and sign up for Guitar!
I know i will learn something out of it & love it even more.. :D

Keyboard is my next yet to fulfill dreams.
Most likely learning next year!
Choir this Sunday! I can't wait! CHOIR CHOIR CHOIR !!!!
is my deepest loved!

CG tomorrow! It's gonna be awesome!
After school going down to church to find Chin wee and Sam :D
My express class from teacher Sam! HOHOHOHOHOHOHO.

Audition this Friday.
Results on Sunday
Next week Starting of SOW.
I'm just so excited! My life is getting exciting and super stretched but i know through this time I can grow even more, breakthrough even more!
Now truly is the time! No other time better then this.

I will soar on Eagles wings with God!
I will rise up and carry the burden!

The God I know; light of the City
The God I know ; strengthens the weak
The God I know; Your heart beats within me.
This is my cry
my one desire! More of You. More of You!.

Here i am thirsting for You
Here i am surrender to You
Here i am Longing for You
Here i am desperate for You

Here i am Send me! .....
One Love :D

Lovely (:

2008-11-21T11:13:00.002+08:00

The God I know by CHC :D

When the stage is bare tonight
There's no one else Just You and me
When the curtains close behind
There's no pretense I'm on my knees

I will lay down my life
For this love sacrifice You gave to me
It's all because of You
All because of You

The God I know Righteous and holy
The God I know Faithful and true
The God I know A tower of refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ revealed

The God I know Light of the city
The God I know Strengthens the weak
The God I know You heart beats within me
As You are, so are we

This is my cry
My one desire More of You
More of You

The church He knows Righteous and holy
The church He knows Faithful and true
The church He knows A tower of refuge
Hearts are healed Christ revealed

The church He knows Light of the city
The church He knows Strengthens the weak
The church He knows Is strong and mighty
As He is, so are we

One of the favourite songs i heard during the first day of Asia Conference.
The presence of God is just so strong in this place, it doesn't matter where you are? Whether in the overflow room or the main audi, you can literally just feel the presence of God so strongly.
It was just so awesome. Though many of us are busy serving in the House but the presence of God never fails to strengthens our souls.

A precious moment with Him.
a precious time set aside for Him only. Listening to Him, seeking for His presence.
i was refreshed!

I'm ready to take on the responsiblities and ready to run this race haard!
No matter what happens, no matter what will be going on.
I know I can look upon Him and continue running.
:D

I know He is always there for me
I know He has never left me or forsaken me in this 1 year 4 months and counting on....
Accelerated Growth!

Soar like an eagle!
The God i know Holy and righteous. :D

2008-11-20T19:06:00.002+08:00

Asia Conference was awesome!
Had a great and awesome insight of what a church of 24000.
Usher-ing was the whole day yesterday from early morning till late night.
Reached home around 12plus to 1am :D

Learnt so much yesterday
Confidence grew much to another level.
Can't wait to go for Asia conference tomorrow again. It is so gonna be awesome man!

I shall update more again.

Photos Time ( OVERDUE+ RECCENT)

Ice-cream makes me SMILE SMILE SMILE :D

I SERVE! :D

Slyvia! :D

I love God (:

my one and only Loved! forever and ever!
Serving You with all my heart

Loving You like never before....

I thank You for Your promises in my life.

You're amazing amazing.

Bake riceeee is loved! I'm sure it is. :D

2008-11-16T02:22:00.002+08:00

Showering the love of God (:

Feels weird not being in church on a Saturday evening
but going there just to prepare the things for the people's birthday for Choir was awesome.
Miss service and briefing of Choir today.
Miss out alot of things today.

I can't help to say how much i miss my friends in church
and i miss miss miss the thick anointing presence of God (:

-
Went to my cousin wedding just now and i'm utterly disappointed by my aunts and uncles.
I don't understand what's wrong of not being a guy.
Just because I'm not a guy, you can just dont bother about me and don't even bother to respond and look away when i greeted you.

i just can't believe in this time, there are people who still show such favouritism towards guys just because i'm a female.

speechless regarding this topic AHHAHA.
It's not going to affect me anyway so AHAHHA (:
my cousin is so pretty today! though we're not close at all. (:
Happy Marriage. (((:

Catched up with my close cousin which is only 2 at my father's side though i got many cousins but i never once saw them before -.-
they're almost strangers to me already.

-
Meeting at 9.30am later.
It's gonna be an awesome one.
Ushering later! It's gonna be awesome too :D
Serving God to the maximum.

Acceleration in growth!
Breakthrough in every boundaries thats holding me back.
I'm gonna breakfree and soar like an eagle!

HOHOHOHOHOHOHO!
i'm still thinking of whether to join SOW or not ....

my sunshine forever;
Jesus You're my Lord!

2008-11-14T09:06:00.002+08:00

you're my sunshine ; my only sunshine.
(:

Had zone admin meeting yesterday and more of just telling whats happening on each department, i was being able to learn more from my leaders in the way they think and they way work. It was just so awesome man!

Breakthrough 1400
Breakthrough 250
Breakthrough 100
Breakthrough 21
Breakthrough 5

Grow, Grow, Grow
its no longer the same anymore!
HOOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOH (:

i can't be more than happy(:
smiles smiles smiles.
you're always my sunshine ;

i love You with more than words can ever describe
YOU and YOU alone!